I have so not been being productive at all lately. Since I got back from Texas, I have gotten approximately 40 levels on WoW, across three different characters, started three new rpgs on my xbox 360, played 5 games of Dead or Alive Xtreme 2 (that's the one with the beach volley ball and bikinis), watched the first 43 episodes of Yu Yu Hakusho again (and downloaded all of them, but I've only been at it for two days, so I haven't gotten too far), and also watched the entirety of one dumbass show known as True Blood, up to and including the latest episode. Oh, and I blew 50 bucks I don't really have treating myself and the boyfriend to dinner and a movie because I was depressed (and it wasn't even a movie either of us wanted to see, though it was still good).
Things I haven't done include: asking the financial aid office to review my private loan application now that I failed a class and can't get financial aid until next term, getting proof of my full time enrollment fall quarter so that I can continue having health insurance, paying of my credit card bill (which isn't due till the 18th, but the money is just sitting there in my account waiting and I'm still too lazy), gone to work at all (rescheduled three times now, though), been grocery shopping, or gone to the bank to sign all the papers I need to in order to get the ball rolling on my inheritance.
I'm pulling an all nighter tonight in the hopes of being awake early enough to go to the bank and take care of the inheritance part tomorrow, since I've been on the schedule of going to bed at 5 am and getting up around 3 or 4 pm (and by that late in the day I feel hopeless about pretty much anything that needs to get done).
Strangely enough, despite all my determination to be productive tomorrow (or today, rather), I'm already planning for the big failure, because in the end, all I feel like doing is sitting down for a nice big cry (which, oh yeah, I've done about 20 times already).
/whinybitch
I'm using my porn icon to make myself feel better. So there. >_>
Did I mention I miss my Dad? Because yeah, that sucked.
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